2008: A Personal Odyssey?

My friend Luke came over yesterday. We played guitars a bit, and he brought 2001: A Space Odyssey for me to borrow. I had seen the first half or so of it before, but I found it slow and boring. Now I'm older, and I have a larger TV, so I decided to give it another go today. All I can say is: what a film. It really is a work of art, the same way a painting is. It's painstakingly done and open to interpretation. You can't ask for much more than that in an artistic movie. Also, I have The Blue Danube stuck in my head.

I came across this list of 20 Ways to Attack Shyness. I found it especially useful because I am a dude who can sometimes be characterized as shy. From there, I found this other site called succeedsocially.com. Now, I am a dude who knows he has a problem and sometimes tries to seek help. I am also a dude who reads Dinosaur Comics to the point that it affects his informal speech patterns, but that's beside the point.

I am a cool guy. People I meet on the Internet can sense it right away. To them, I'm someone they want to discuss deep things and/or make out with. People I've gotten to know well in person know it's true too. It's the people I'm just meeting in person that I have a hard time convincing. I have a hard time showing the real me succinctly through my actions. I'm not very assertive. This I am working to change.

What else could I change while I'm at it? I mean, it's one thing to talk to people more when you're in a group, but it's quite another to get out more and clean up your appearance. We (well, some people) draw a line. Improving your social skills so people will like you is one thing; improving your appearance so people will like you is going too far. Why? Could it be that it really doesn't matter how you look? I've heard that, but I'm not sure if it's true.

On the one hand, Everyone Is Special® and You Shouldn't Try to Be Someone You're Not™. On the other hand, I'm kind of unkempt-looking. Which is better? On the Internet, no one knows I wear t-shirts and jean shorts every day. They can't see how frizzy my hair is, and I can go a few extra days without shaving. But they like me, or rather, they like my mind. In real life, am not very convincing. That's why maybe I need to get a haircut and get rid of my old clothes so I'm not tempted to wear them.

The Succeed Socially site lists two "dorky" hairstyles to avoid. One is that crew cut thing everyone had in the '50s. The other is "long straight hair that parts in the middle and goes down to around the bottom of your neck." That is my hairstyle. I like it because it kind of looks good on me. On the other hand, it's not very masculine, and I'm convinced it would look ridiculous on almost anyone else. Also, it's always frizzy. I've talked about it recently.

As for the clothes, I think I'd have to wear more collared shirts and explore the world of non-denim pants. I'd just have to dress a little more formally, I guess. I've tried buying those styles before, but I fall back on my more comfortable t-shirts and shorts. That's why I should get rid of them and make formal the new comfortable.

But however important looks may be, they are still secondary to actions. If only I had known that before I started to diet and exercise, I could have saved myself a lot of effort. Although looks can play a role in how we perceive others, a skinny person is not an attractive person. An assertive person is.

So maybe someday I'll have a girlfriend.

One Ask Jordon today:

danielle: what do you do if ur sister bullyin you and says she would be in jail for ur murder ?

Tell your parents.

Since tomorrow is The Fourth of July, here are some America-related links:

They're going to be rolling out a new citizenship test soon. Here are 20 of the harder questions. I got 100%.

Here's a list of controversial invocations of the "USA PATRIOT" Act.

The houses of Congress vote on a lot of bills every day. (Well, every day they're in session.) But they don't read the bills that go up for voting. So for any given bill, most members of Congress don't even know exactly what they're voting on. These are the people we're trusting to pass laws. A Read the Bills Act is in order.